What I’m Listening To, part 6
The way these posts work is, I’m going to post the lyrics with my thoughts in between the lines like this.
ABBA – The Day Before You Came
Must have left my house at eight, because I always do
My train, I’m certain, left the station just when it was due
I must have read the morning paper going into town
And having gotten through the editorial, no doubt I must have frowned
I must have made my desk around a quarter after nine
With letters to be read, and heaps of papers waiting to be signed
I must have gone to lunch at half past twelve or so
The usual place, the usual bunch
And still on top of this I’m pretty sure it must have rained
The day before you came
Everything was normal in my life before you arrived. Then it was turned upside down.
I must have lit my seventh cigarette at half past two
And at the time I never even noticed I was blue
I guess I didn’t really notice that I wasn’t happy until you came along. That I didn’t notice that something was missing. But I’m still not sure if I should be happy that you came into my life or not.
I must have kept on dragging through the business of the day
Without really knowing anything, I hid a part of me away
At five I must have left, there’s no exception to the rule
A matter of routine, I’ve done it ever since I finished school
The train back home again
Undoubtedly I must have read the evening paper then
Oh yes, I’m sure my life was well within it’s usual frame
The day before you came
Must have opened my front door at eight o’clock or so
And stopped along the way to buy some Chinese food to go
I’m sure I had my dinner watching something on TV
There’s not, I think, a single episode of Dallas that I didn’t see
I must have gone to bed around a quarter after ten
I need a lot of sleep, and so I like to be in bed by then
I must have read a while
The latest one by Marilyn French or something in that style
It’s funny, but I had no sense of living without aim
The day before you came
And turning out the light
I must have yawned and cuddled up for yet another night
And rattling on the roof I must have heard the sound of rain
The day before you came
Purpose. You bring purpose to my life, and without you, what reason is there to continue living? To go back to this bland and boring and meaningless life? To live a life without love? Why should I bother? What if I don’t want to?