I feel really sad today. My friend, my Gerrybear, is making a hard choice to have his 20 year old cat put to sleep. I wish I could be there with him as he goes through this terrible time and I hate that he is going through it alone. Yesterday when we were video chatting, he mentioned going through it alone and I hated that. As empty as it is, I offered him my condolences and told him that I’m here for him. Since I can’t physically be with him I just feel like that sentiment is worth nothing. I’m also sad that I won’t get the chance to meet Rogue, the cat, in person. She seemed like such a sweetheart in all the videos Gerry sent me of her.